I USED TO LOVE OCTOBER BUT NOW IT IS A VERY STRESSFUL MONTH FOR ME AND A VERY DEPRESSING ONE. I WILL HAVE GOOD DAYS AND I WILL HAVE BAD DAYS. SOMEDAYS I WILL NOT EVEN WANT TO TALK TO ANYONE AND I NEED TO BE BY MYSELF. YOU SEE THIS IS THE MONTH, THAT IN 2008, MY FATHER PASSED AWAY. ALSO TO ADD JIMMY'S MOM PASSED AWAY DURING THE SAME TIME FRAME A FEW YEARS BEFORE HIM. BOTH OF THESE PEOPLE WERE GREAT PEOPLE.
MY DAD WAS A GREAT MAN. HE WAS A SOFT, SPOKEN, HARD WORKING AND A VERY LOVING DAD. HIS DEMEANOR WAS ONE THAT HE WAS A GOOD PERSON TO EVERYONE AND HE WAS A TRULY CARING PERSON. UNTIL THE DAY THAT HE PASSED AWAY HE THOUGHT OF HIS CHILDREN BY NOT WANTING THEM TO WORRY AND WE DIDN'T KNOW THE FULL EXTENT OF HIS DISEASE UNTIL THE END WAS NEAR.
MY MOTHER IN LAW WAS A STRONG, LOVING WOMAN WHO LOVED HER FAMILY. SHE WAS HEAD STRONG AND WOULD TRY TO RUN THINGS HER WAY. IN WHICH WE WOULD NORMALLY LET HER. HER AND I WERE SO MUCH ALIKE AND SOMETIMES WE WOULD BUT HEADS BUT THAT WAS WHY WE GOT ALONG SO WELL.
I MISS THEM BOTH AND IT IS VERY HARD TO STAY POSITIVE AND NOT PUT A WALL TO BE BY MYSELF DURING THIS TIME/ I KNOW I WILL GET THROUGH THIS BUT IT WILL BE HARD AND OTHERS WILL JUST HAVE TO LOOK OVER IT.
MY DAD WAS A GREAT MAN. HE WAS A SOFT, SPOKEN, HARD WORKING AND A VERY LOVING DAD. HIS DEMEANOR WAS ONE THAT HE WAS A GOOD PERSON TO EVERYONE AND HE WAS A TRULY CARING PERSON. UNTIL THE DAY THAT HE PASSED AWAY HE THOUGHT OF HIS CHILDREN BY NOT WANTING THEM TO WORRY AND WE DIDN'T KNOW THE FULL EXTENT OF HIS DISEASE UNTIL THE END WAS NEAR. MY MOTHER IN LAW WAS A STRONG, LOVING WOMAN WHO LOVED HER FAMILY. SHE WAS HEAD STRONG AND WOULD TRY TO RUN THINGS HER WAY. IN WHICH WE WOULD NORMALLY LET HER. HER AND I WERE SO MUCH ALIKE AND SOMETIMES WE WOULD BUT HEADS BUT THAT WAS WHY WE GOT ALONG SO WELL.
I MISS THEM BOTH AND IT IS VERY HARD TO STAY POSITIVE AND NOT PUT A WALL TO BE BY MYSELF DURING THIS TIME/ I KNOW I WILL GET THROUGH THIS BUT IT WILL BE HARD AND OTHERS WILL JUST HAVE TO LOOK OVER IT.
